Dear Greg, every time I listen to your deep thinking chats I feel like I’ve had a session with an expensive phycologist. But in a much more real way. To me this is about changing my whole way of living my life. That’s why I’ll keep windworks as long as I can breath (concert hall breath). I enjoy playing so much more and trying millions of mouthpieces and horns and so forth is out the door. It’s a diversion, an excuse for facing the truth. I’ve been on MSM for a while now and mentally it’s obvious it’s the only way to go. Anyone that challenges any status quo grabs my attention now. I’m completely sober though I feel a bit self conscious. As you said I don’t really care about what other people think. A lifelong project. Thanks Professor Spence. You rock. Regards Brian Somerville.